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A singer in a smoky room
11 April 2037 @ 09:50 am

Uh, I super suck at talking about myself in a way that sounds cool. XD I normally copy paste my about me's from other places.

I'm 21 going on 7. I am a massive kid in an adult's body. I love Anime, Hello Kitty, dressing in bright flamboyant colors, going to Walmart and rubbing items on peoples' faces along with epic lightsaber duels. I love my iPod touch, and every piece of electronics I own has a name, even my phone. I frequent forums like /b/ and Gaiaonline. I am a massive animefag, and cosplaying makes me happy. I love world news, and consider myself to be kept up to date globally. I like videogames, even though I suck at them, especially FPS like Left 4 Dead and Left 4 Dead 2 or Modern Warfare 2. I like to shoot people in the face, what can I say? I also like story games like The World Ends With you. I talk big online, but I'm ridiculously shy irl till I get to know someone, then they wish I would shut the hell up.

I love 1984 by George Orwell. I also love Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen. Basically, any and all of the classics are awesome, some more than others. I like Sci-fi and Fantasy. Star Wars is up there in priorities. As is Harry Potter and LoTR. I love Hayao Miyazaki films. And most movies based on my favorite anime.

In food, I consider myself open minded although I can be picky. Texture has a lot to do with taste in my opinion, so if the texture isn't to my liking I don't like it. Hence why I hate apple juice and applesauce but love apples! I love asian cuisine (again, weeaboo) and I like Mexican food a lot. Other than that I'm willing to try food. I want to try octopus next.

I think too much. My brain is constantly on the move. One thought hits another which hits another and so on. It never rests. I could be thinking about many things or one specific thing at a time. It honestly doesn't really matter. To sleep I have to keep one constant thought flowing or I can't fall asleep. That's how active my brain is. It's annoying sometimes.

I'm currently trying to join the US Air Force. Mainly to get the eff out of the town I'm in and see the world. Japan is first on my dream places to visit. /weeaboo. I've also always wanted to go to London and Germany.

Tell me about yooouu! :3 Or ask questions, whatever, just comment on my effort to let you get to know me. :P I R CONCEITED, YO. In those comments, tell me four or five things about yourself. Srsly. I want to know.
Current Location: Land of Entrapment
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
A singer in a smoky room
19 February 2012 @ 01:24 am
Holy CRAP, I haven't written on this thing in forever. D:
A singer in a smoky room
26 January 2011 @ 06:27 pm
I just applied for a second job.

Not much is new, just still adjusting to Texas, and dating in general. There is a boy who makes me smile very much, and I like him a lot, only he's too far away.

That's about it. I'm going to try and see if I can find an app for my nokia that allows me to LJ again. Here's hoping.
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
A singer in a smoky room
19 November 2010 @ 01:53 pm
A boy likes me. I like him back. He lives two hours away. I have a job, I love this job. I am a Lead Game Advisor for GameStop and I am also the only girl in the store. Tis awesome. I'm dyeing my hair right now. Brown. So yeah. I'm loving Midland.
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
A singer in a smoky room
31 October 2010 @ 04:29 am
You could be happy and I won't know
But you weren't happy the day I watched you go

And all the things that I wished I had not said
Are played in loops 'till it's madness in my head

Is it too late to remind you how we were
But not our last days of silence, screaming, blur

Most of what I remember makes me sure
I should have stopped you from walking out the door

You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far

Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

Do the things that you always wanted to
Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do

More than anything I want to see you, [boy]
Take a glorious bite out of the whole world
Current Mood: nostalgicnostalgic
A singer in a smoky room
31 October 2010 @ 04:11 am
I had a fantastic night. I got rip roaring drunk and the only reason I'm spelling everything correctly right the fuck now is cos of the ipod's auto correct. It's fitting, that a huge change in my life is happening on Halloween, my second favorite holiday evar. Tomorrow I will not be new mexican. Tomorrow, I will be in an actual city. Tomorrow I am moving to Midland, Texas, and while I am extremely worried about how I'll fit in and whether or not I can find a counselor, and whether or not I can find a group of nerdy kids that I'll love, and as to whether or not I can be a good big sister, I am going. Call me impulsive, call me insane, whatever.
Current Mood: contentcontent
A singer in a smoky room
30 October 2010 @ 01:23 am
Gods fucking damn it all to hell. I drank to feel better, not worse. Not like fucking gum on the bottom of some dirty ass shoe. Dair started talking to me tonight. We talked for awhile and then he unleashes a gem of bullshit so bright, it would outsparkle any sparklepire. He told me that the only reason he was talking to me is because he hadn't had sex in awhile and was thinking about using me. My buzz= cold sober after that. And my face? Wet and blubbery.

Gods, please. If you care for me or are feeling in a good mood tonight, please help me. Send me a friend. Send me someone to tell me that I'm not as worthless as I feel right now.
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
A singer in a smoky room
22 October 2010 @ 12:44 pm
I told Mike. He doesn't seem too concerned, since I'm only three days late, but we did discuss the possibility. He told me he would try and take custody of it. That was not what I was expecting, not by a long shot. It scares me, to be honest. I love my possible beeling already. I don't want to not be in his/her life.
A singer in a smoky room
18 October 2010 @ 04:03 pm
Will it truly ever stop hurting? I do fine and think I'm doing better then it hits me like a punch to the throat. I miss my best friend. I don't care what all of my other friends say about how he's a jackass and doesn't deserve to breathe the same air as I do, I miss him like burning. And all I can do is hope, even though with him to hope is futile.
Current Mood: coldcold
A singer in a smoky room
17 October 2010 @ 10:46 pm
Date went nice. Dustin is really cute and has a sexy voice. The date was overshadowed by Dair. D: turns out he came on here to check up on me and flipped his lid. He deleted me from everything and is throwing out all the crap I gave him. I never once said I didn't need him. I just felt like I'd dismissed guys and dating for too long because of him. I wanted to be normal, and stop loving him. -sighs- I figured if I got over him he'd want to be my friend again. It still aches when I wake up in the morning and realize I don't get to see him and he doesn't want anything to do with me. I refuse to cry though. I've done well at keeping the tears in for a few days. Why did you have to ruin tonight of all nights?
Current Mood: depresseddepressed